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April 16th, 2014

4/16/2014

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Well, last post I talked about going out to find a pink t-shirt so I could work with that color and learn to not be angry with it. I was not able to find a pink t-shirt, but I just realized that I had a peachy-pink colored prayer shawl which had been folded away, but I got it out, am washing it and planning to work with it. Interesting that that shawl has been hidden away since it was given to me 20 years ago.    Working with pink!
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Not Your Favorite Colors

4/6/2014

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PictureMe In My Usual Colors
A friend of mine, Martha Soria Sears, transformational coach/teacher and author of Colors for Life sent out an interesting email last week. In it she talked about colors we are angry with. Not just red because it rules anger, but the color or colors we have an aversion to.

She brought up yellow as an example and said that yellow is the color of intelligence, exchange of knowledge, and personal power. She then went on to hypothetize that if one is angry at or has an aversion to a color it could be that in our past we've had experiences of being judged, criticized, or rejected because of choice we have made relating to these qualities. She talks about people who were criticized because they want to be artists and the adults felt that artists rarely made a good living with their art.

I love reading Martha's emails but this one really grabbed me and I found myself thinking about my usual colors and the colors I NEVER wear and don't have in my house. Those of you who know me know that my usual colors are dark: navy, brown, dark green, dark gray, but light colors and pink, especially, is a color you will rarely find me in. And no pink in my house!

So pink is the color of love, heart energy, and caring.

I thought back to my experiences as a child and I remember being told to stop crying, big girls don't cry. I know these words were spoken to me when I was very young, probably first was around the time my first brother was born, when I was 1 or 2.  So what was going on: My mother who was a babe herself at 23 when her second child was born (and it was during the late 40's). She was totally stressed with 2 babies not even walking yet, living where she knew no one, my Dad in the service, and she was repeating what she had learned and what everyone told their babies and young children.


As my parents had more children (I was a bit over 3 when the second brother was born) I became the little and bossy second mother to my two younger brothers. I also remember from my teens to my 40s not feeling very much, not making myself vulnerable, not being open to feelings.

What does this have to do with abundance? Well, I think it has a lot to do with it. I think beliefs of lack are some of the last areas that have been hidden away in me. My hidden beliefs from childhood are about struggle and not being worthy of abundance and enough money. What an eye opener.

The first thing I realized was that my mother was doing the best she could and knew to do. And I wonder if I've held onto to those lack notions all these years because since she needed to move her attention to the new siblings, these beliefs were all I thought I had of her. In my brain I know that's not true, but down in that child part of me they were true. What an eye-opener! 
Thanks Martha!

So the first thing I plan to do today is to go out and find a pink t-shirt! Wish me luck.

And check out Martha on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/martha.soriasears or her website, nstransformation.com

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Self-publishing Class at Tigard Library

4/4/2014

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Tomorrow I'm teaching Self-publishing at the Tigard Library. The class will be from 2-4 pm and is free. Here is the information about it:
Sat. Apr. 5   Self Publishing  2-4 pm  FREE  at the Tigard Library
Do you have a book you want to self-publish and don’t know how? We’ll talk about the best options for doing that. I’ll share many things I didn’t know were important before I hit the upload button. Learn about such things as: * what to do first * book size, fonts, paper color, ISBNs * formatting and designing * front and back matter * editing and editors * what a POD publisher can provide, and what you can do yourself * what to do before and after publishing...     and much, much more.  We'll talk about many things I wish I'd known and will be excited to share with you. Bring your questions.

I just love teaching this class, seeing who shows up and what they are working on is so great. I especially like working with kids and teens who are writing books. So much fun. Hope to see you at this event.
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Money Quote

3/31/2014

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Found a great quote this morning in Feng Shui & Money: "As a rule of thumb, never purchase anything with a (credit) card that you will not be able to remember when you finish paying for it." Great thought!
Happy end of March!

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Art, Money and Spirituality

3/25/2014

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PictureCathy Breslaw and her work.
Recently I spoke with an artist friend, about money, spirituality, and art. Cathy Breslaw has been doing art since she was a child and has been showing her work since 1990 when she was raising her two sons. She loves being an artist and is always improvising and adding new elements to her work. I wanted to know what part money and spirit fit played with her love of art.

Cathy: My parents owned a chain of fabric stores and they were always worried about money, but I can't really criticize them for the “worry and work” attitude they passed on to me. I learned if I didn't work hard I wasn't doing my job and wouldn't get paid. So when it comes to art, is it working hard or not? And very few artists find money flowing in from their work. I love what I'm doing but wish I'd sell more.
     A present dilemma is that my art was selling better before I got my MFA in 2006. My work is so much deeper and more meaningful now so I don't understand that. Before my degree I was constantly developing and collaboratiing with other artists. My pieces sold and commissions for office artwork flowed in. Now, my work shows in museums and galleries, but its frustrating because sales are slow. I love what I do, though.

Whats happening with writing?
Cathy: Besides the blog (artfullifebycathy.blogspot.com) I'm writing for Art Scene, a paper and on-line magazine that describes gallery exhibits and happenings in Southern California. Though the money is not huge, it seems like making money at writing is easier than with art.

A concept I work with is that of “enough.” Do you feel like you have enough and what areas do you wish for more?
Cathy: Honestly, in most of my life I have enough. I'm not really lusting for more. So, in that sense I have enough.
The lack shows up on my lonely days, as not having enough time or people to talk to. Artists mainly work alone, but writing gets me out, going to galleries, to exhibits, meeting people to talk about art over coffee, and interviewing curators and gallery and museum directors. These are things I need in my life, especially the interviews. I'm not the kind of artist who can just be by myself every day.

Is being Jewish your main spirituality and how does that relate to your art?
Cathy: I identify with being Jewish, but my spirituality goes beyond being Jewish, like having a higher power. I believe in God and am a very spiritual person. My faith has helped me through some tough times over the years. About spirituality and art, that's a hard one. On the one hand I think they don't relate at all and on the other? I don't know.

Is art your life's mission?
Cathy: Art has been part of my mission. It's my way of moving through the world, making sense of my life, making myself visible to myself. Maybe art is like saying “I'm here. I'm present in this world. And after me there will be something left behind.” Raising my sons is another part of my mission. I'm just beginning to write but I sense it too is part of my mission.

Do any of your struggle with money make it into your art?
Cathy: I don't really see a connection between making peace with money and my art. My work tends to be large scale. That, with using non-traditional materials makes my work not very commercially viable. I'm concerned more with meaningful creations that people can connect with, not it's worth. And some of my work does sell.

Any last thoughts?
Cathy: Money is a tough for me. I know it's all about energy, and sharing energy. When I'm not comfortable it's difficult. When I'm comfortable, the relationship is good.

Connie's after thoughts: Though Cathy talks about not making much money from her work, art is very important in her life. She loves pouring herself into each piece. And I look forward to watching her develop that same relationship with writing. For more about Cathy: cathybreslaw.com and artfullifebycathy.blogspot.com.



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March 16th, 2014

3/16/2014

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     Chapter three in Feng Shui and Money begins by talking about the relationship between money and spirit. We Westerners view our lives as separate pieces. That "the energy of (our) home is one thing, (our) finances are another, and (our) spiritual life is something else."   
     The Asian perspective is that these are the same thing. The author says shen he sits down to pay bills he says to himself "Okay, it's time to do my spiritual work."
     I used to do this when I would sit down and write out checks to businesses. Now everything is paid through my bill pay on my bank account and I no longer have that time of writing out the checks. I also used to write in the corner of each check by my signature "thank you." But when paying on-line or with a card I haven't figured out how to do this little spiritual piece.     I think that needs to be my work to think about how to add this back into my work with money and my finances.   More to think about and become mindful of in the arena of money.
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Ready for Luxury!

3/9/2014

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Well, I think I'm finally ready to begin Chapter 3 which is Hsun or Wealth and Luxury. I still need to do some bamboo painting, but most of it is done and I have
*Put the new fluorescent bulb in the light fixture above the sink
*Begun to log my expenses each day
*Counted my assets
*Written once more in my abundance journal!
Now onto the wealth and luxury gua!
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March 07th, 2014

3/7/2014

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Several people have asked how my bamboo painting went and how it looked. So I wanted to share how it looks so far. Still a few more leaves to add, but I'm happy with it!

From chapter 2 of Feng Shui and Money, still to do:
*Put the new fluorescent bulb in the fixture above the sink
     ---bulb done!!
*Begin to log my expenses each day
*Count my assets

*Write one more time about money and life

So by the middle of next week I'm hoping to finish this chapter and be ready for the next one.

What do you think of the bamboo? It gives my bathroom a zen feeling. I'm excited to add this same feeling to the rest of my house.
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Cleaning Closets

3/6/2014

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PictureBamboo drawing--Chen closet door
Well, I'm working to finish the second chapter in Feng Shui and Money. It took me about two weeks just to begin the work. The book pointed out that the Chen section is about family and the day to day finances of a family. I did everything I could think of to keep from working on this chapter's work. Finally I pushed myself to begin the work--which was to clean out the closet in my bathroom. Cleaning out this closet was amazing and feels so good. I like to just open the door and looking at how nice it looks now. I have stuff in small buckets that will help me see what's there and keep things organized. I also have drawn bamboo on the door. Still needs to be painted on, but that will happen. I'm excited about how nice it looks.

I'm also finding going by the bagua section is difficult. I keep wanting to move ahead or back, but it feels important to stick with the sections as they are outlined. This chapter is bringing up lots of past guilt and shame for me to look at and clear out and I looking at it feels like I've lifted some weight off my shoulders.

I still need to do a couple of things: replace the light bulb above the sink; count my assets; paint the bamboo on the closet door; begin keeping track of all spending for the next2 months. Lots to do but I feel like I'm really moving forward on this path.

And the abundance pilgrimage continues...

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Procrastination

2/27/2014

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I have been working with the Chen/family section of the feng shui bagua. FS & Money says that this section of our home is about finances in that it is the meat and potatoes or every day life part of feng shui. Where as the wealth section (Hsun) is about diamonds and caviar.

Interesting, I've done several things to work with the wealth section, but not given a thought to the family section. And the Chen section of that quadrant is in my bathroom closet! I think I need to go through and see whats hidden in there and give it a good straightening out. I know it is better than it used to be, but it needs to be looked at and I need to be mindful about that section.

For some reason it has been a struggle for me to pay attention to this section of the book. I've been doing anything to keep from doing what the book asks for. Of course there has been my newsletter to write and send out and meetings to attend and friends to see, but I have just not been getting this part worked on. I need to look at what that means, why everything else has been getting in the way, why I have taken so long to really look at what is going on.

Still working. But just writing this has brought things up for me to contemplate. To me procrastination is always a lesson in why am I stopped or stuck or not doing what I want to be doing. And many times it's because I need to do some clearing work before I move on.   Thank you FS & Money and thank you blog.
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